In the life..OF

so

i don't have any followers

it doesn't matter

just the realisation that it probably means i'm really just talking to myself

T_T horray i'm starting to go insane... just the way i like it =P

but like i said

the world wouldn't be a better place if i gave a shit.

i slept at 4 am last night

..well this morning

well its 1:26 am right now so

...yesterday morning

w/e

woke up at around 12pm

8 hours of sleep not bad

got up and did absolutely nothing

till 4 when i started getting sick T_T

i hope you people are as tired of sydney weather as i am

first training session of the year

today:

hapkido

weapons

however as i was sick

T_T

i couldn't do hapkido

but opted to try for weapons

its a new year

new weapon

of course my instructor handn't had an official weapon chosen so we did cali sticks

for those who don't know its a phillipino style comprised of too short sticks about 40-50 cm in length and u bash each other with it

now hears the good bit

this is my first time doing cali's

and there were only 3 in the class today

so the other two were black belts in hapkido

and its maditory for black belts in hapkido to know cali forms and combat

and jamie (my instructor) decided that being the nice person he is he'd end the class with some cali combat

(picture a long slightly flexible piece of metal wrapped by a thin layer of foam

and those are the combat sticks

...headgear

stick each person

in a duel style so one on one

i did ok

but still got my ass handed to me

by a friend named Sam (really tall, long arms, white guy)

and he keeps getting me in the legs and now i'm dead T_T

sam if your reading this your a bitch =P

i had another thought

if i could fly

man life would be so much easier =P

wouldnt need to take a car anywhere

or wait for public transport

but it'll have to be like ubber fast so that i cant be seen

or i'd have to be secretive about it

cause if i get seen

it's over

people will be on my ass

about helping the weak and

stopping crime and all that shit

i mean thats why we have fucking

police

i don't have any crime fighting experience

nor would i HAVE to do anything u people say

idiots

who do they think they are

fucking future hypothetical people

=P

and you know it's true

it's what they'd do

and if you flew

they'd do it to you too

...

yh i just read that back

=P

so if i could fly

invisibility would be nice as well

so i pondered this came home did chores and went to sleep

then woke up and wrote this

and now i can't sleep

my legs hurt so much it hurts to sit

or stand

i'm kneeling right now

T_T

thats all i can muster for now

a day in the life of me, whoever i am...

imma go get a drink