Its a HARDknock life for US

now

i have lots of people in my life

and belive me

most of them are idiots

like seriously

real idiots

BUT

there are a few

who are just beautiful

and its not often u come across a beautiful person

and im lucky to have so many in my life

dont get me wrong

i do hate humanity

i mean

the worse thing to happen to humanity

happens to be humanity itself

and of course its the worse thing for the planet

for the animals and plants

but i digress

there are a select few beautiful people in my life

when i say beautiful

i dont just mean pretty

i mean all round

real girls and guys

with real life

and issues that they dont deserve

and to all of you in school

i say that u must hang in there, cause school will be over is a few weeks

and we can deal with it together

ill be a bit more specific

no names

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there is a girl i know

who works sooo fucking hard

on everything

on studying

on being smart

on being great

on being the best friend she can

on being the girl you can rely on

on being in the loop

on being in the group

...

on being

...

on time

and she

is so stressy

and deservingly so

she shouldnt try so hard

cause she doesnt even need to

shes beautiful and i like her this way

if you know me

then you know who this person is

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theres someone i know

and she doesnt read my blog and i dont mind

she has her own shit

she too works really hard

but its not just that

she is funny

she is sweet

she is caring

she is mindful of others

she is Fun

she is always happy

she is beautiful

and

she is always sure that

she is there for you when you need her

i know this seems generalised but if u know her like i do then u know who she is

i love this girl she is the best =D

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there is a guy i know

and i've known him for a while

and he is

well how to describe him without giving away too much

this guy is

a smart ass

a friend when u need him

a man when u need him

a girl when u need him to be

a sensitive guy

a hard guy

a mouth

a large ear as well

a hairy beast (the ultimate clue)

a parader

a poser

a treasure hunter/adventurer

a funny as fuck guy

a pro gamer

...

a hell of

...

a friend to us all and i love him too =)

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there is this girl i know

and i've mentioned her in my blog before

but the message doesnt ever get received

because like the rest of the girls my age

she is so downtrodden on herself

and i cant fathom it at all

but she doesnt know

cause

truth is she is so amazing

truth is she is so vibrant

truth is she is so beautiful

truth is she is so funny

truth is she is so awesome

and

the

truth is she is so bloody unaware that the

truth is she is so fucking all those things put into one making her so fucking great

she is

a truly amazing person

i hope you see this

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there is a dude i know

who i've known for quite some time

and hes is the biggest smart ass ever

and im afraid i made him this way

well partially responsible anyway

and hes just this guy who always knows the answers to the questions that you ask but dont care about

but it doesnt matter

this guy is

the awesome counterpart

the writer of evil

the instigator of conversation

the carrier of comedy

the undoer of idiocy

the breaker of dullness

the receiver of praise

and

the captain, my captain

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so i know this girl

and i've known her too for soo long even though we havnt always been close

even now we're not that close

but i do see her as amazing

she recently had some issues involving one tree hill if you get my drift

and its taken its toll

and she has so much doubt about herself

and it makes me sick

how people can let other people affect them so much

or indeed affect others in this way

she seems to not be happy

but i want to just tell her

that i honestly do feel that she is one of the most amazing people i know

cause she's smart

cause she's joyful

cause she's happy (most of the time)

cause she's fun

cause she's strong minded

cause she's awesome

cause she's stylish

cause she's so damn beautiful

and

cause she's so oblivious that we all love her

cause she is who she is

and that's all we can really ask of her and all we really need

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there is another girl i know

who has also been having some one tree hill issues

or gossip girl idk both those shows are pretty shit

point is

she had the means and mind

to go in and say

wait

there's a problem here

and tried to fix it

and i think even though she was already amazing

that she is even more so

but also she

tries to be the best she can - but shouldnt have to

tries to be strong - but lets herself cry

tries to be resilient - but is only human

tries to be modest - but she knows shes beautiful

tries to be calm - but is fun and happy

tries to be social - but still works so fucking hard

tries to be the one who

tries to be herself all the time

- but she is simply amazing the way she is when she just doesnt

try to be anything

and i'm not that close to this girl either but these things are the absolute truth

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Everyday - everyday i wake up

and hear you whisper my name...

maybe breathe a little prayer

but it just aint the same -

ignoring every word you say

Every word ...you tell me

- This Providence

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Last but not least

there is a girl

i know

who

i've known since as long as i can remember

well not really

but i wish i did

cause shes is super-crazy-mega-awesome-ness

all in one

just quite seriously

awesome central

=D

^ that face is the only way to describe her

so

=D awesome

=D amazing

=D fun

=D funny

=D intense

=D insane

=D Really pretty

=D Ridiculously beautiful

and

=D has a smile that

=D Halts the word so that all may see her glow in the pathetic dark that is society

i've known her for a while but we've grown apart

dear gammer in disguise - in regret that we've grown apart

i wish i could change this but i feel you've outgrown me

i'm glad that we still talk though

but i guess it'll never be the same.

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there you have it

it wasn't easy writing this blog

i mean sure i did repeat some adjectives but believe me they mean different things for different people

all these people i see every school day

and i do feel that the people around them take them for granted

i love these people dearly and wouldn't changed them for anyone else ever

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i guess its back to regular viewing then =)

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so

I Was Thinking

what would happen

and i've been thinking about this ALOT

in a zombie infestation

*hmmm*

now people say

that its the fatties that die first

and sure i might

but i think not

cause

even though i may be slow i have fighting spirit =)

but

its not the point

i have tatics

smarts

brains

wits

teamwork

and most importantly

weapons

people think 'GUNS GUNS GUNS!'

but they over look the importance of

1- tactical movement

2- close range low disruption killing

the only way to not die is to not get swarmed

and thats the bar of it

now personally

what i'd do

is

see what my family is doin

and i've thought about it

i'll kill all and any zombies that i have to

i dont care if they're related to me

or even one the people i've mentioned above

u try to eat me u die simple as that

grab my bag and some supplies

now i'd bring

my mobile in case

(including charger headphones etc)

cause i dont wanna get bored on travels

my laptop (inc charger etc)

now u might way 'thats dumb it'll be heavy and weigh you down'

well yes

but

shut the fuck up

cause u find some wi-fi

and u try to contact the world

and also

if ur forced to camp down

u'll wanna be able to have some entertainment

also grab some non-perishables

(noodles - baked beans - musli bars etc)

some fruit for temporary substance

and a large bottle of water

BUT

do not drink the water as of yet because u do not know if the infection is in the taps

better off getting some new bottled water

i'd then spend maybe 2-5 minutes calling all the important people

grab my car or any car

drive round picking up all my friends who arent zombies

kill any who are (cause i dont want my friends eating others)

drive em all to kenans house

which is in the middle of nowhere

well not really but its on a farm land place

and its got high windows and balconies for scouting to happen

and camp out there till we can sort some shit out

eventually we'd have to leave and keep moving

by the time we decide to leave the zombie population will have either

died out

or grown immensly

either way

w/e

confidence is the way to live =D

and i know it all seems elaborate and excessive

but im a guy

and guys think about these things

guys give serious though to

'i wonder what i'd do if a rocket came out of that alley right now... yeah i think i'd handle the situation quite well' - Mr Moran

its just in our nature =)

and on that note

i'm off

bye bye

And the World Will Spin for we will Live ON

the title you say?

well i just mad it up its definitely NOT from the bible

as if the writer of the bible could come up with fiction they didnt plagiarise from nature

its still cold

and how we wallow in our misery

who has the feelings to leave the house anymore?

and for what?

promise of being robbed slowly by smiling thieves all dressed in corporate uniforms

promise of having your lungs thoroughly pumped of all oxygen

and replaced with a toxic tar concoction atmosphere and future destitute

promise of social pariahism where people make allies to spite you

you just cant rely on people anymore

so lets blog

blog

blog

blog

blog

blog

how is everyone?

good

thats good

continue on the road

the road to the place

which we want to go

but

on the way

we find that

circumstance ...

will push us

and pull us

and although we may fight

with all our might

we just find

that in our minds

people just

fight like us

and we hear

in both ears

that theres no fight left

and so

comes death

sorry i had to get all rhymy there

the point is

if at fist you dont succeed

TRY

THE FUCK

AGAIN

because if Trying doesnt kill us

then NOT trying will

in the end we all die

its up to you to decide what manner it is in

someone i know

was telling me he is having a bad day

and he said it as 'week'

i know your reading this so read on

if we over-exaggerate our pain

we find that the pain in your minds

is the pain that we feel

people are weak

humans are extraordinary

we feel emotions

anger

hate

sadness

love

kindness

love

but

its these emotions

that separate us from the animals

and yet

its these emotions

that makes us weak

a depressed guy who stays at home

and tries to do as little socialising as possible

is as much use as a horse with a broken leg

or a meerkat that cant dig

in depressing terms

he is a knife without a blade

no use to anyone

no use to himself

with such a fucking massive capability for emotion

we're so susceptible to emotional manipulation

and this is where what i said above comes in

if we tell ourselves that it's bad

then it'll be bad

we find ourselves looking for excuses to make it bad

but

just s fast as we can hurt

we can just as well heal

My good friend and your know who u are

if u find that the days are hard and long

maybe turn to the nights

where in your dreams

u can make it longer

and u can make it not hard

for yourself

but try not to loose yourself in this psychiatric reality

thats all i have to say on the issue

i know someone

i wont tell you her name

but she knows who she is

and this girl

has the classic

teenage school girl psyche

where

she just isnt as pretty as the two girls that she sits next to in maths

but i know the truth

and this is a problem with all these girls

but i know the truth

and she'll tell me that shes definitely not

but i know the truth

and the truth is

out of all the other girls

she is probably one of the most beautiful girls

in the grade

i hope she sees this

I Was Thinking

out of curiosity

who actually cares about politics anymore?

i already lost all hope in politics

i mean politics is nothing but stupid

political garbage chewed up and made scary for the public

and this is what politics offers

'developed nations' politics

is where political protocol has failed the general population

and where am i goin with this?

what im trying to say

is

POLITICS

is everywhere

yet subtle

people will believe the everything the last ad they saw on TV

'OMG DID U SEE TONY ABBOTS FACE IN BLACK AND WHITE ON TV AND IT WAS ALL GRAINY?!'

'YEAH OMG HES GOING TO EAT OUR CHILDREN!'

'I KNEW HE WAS BAD, I JUST KNEW IT, I TOLD EVERYONE THIS AT THE START CAUSE IM THE FUCKING BEST'

'I AM SO GAY'

so makes the daily back and forth between the local Mz Jane Doe and the Newsagent who pretends to care

i'm so tired of politics

remember when Rudd was voted in?

and everyone went mad that a WOMAN was VP?!

well now

and WOMAN is THE P!

and although HER method getting this position is genderly ironic

i do NOT hear that much of a fuss

everyone is too busy BASHING this poor idiot woman because shes NOT MARRIED

and NOT LIVING in a GOVERNMENT SANCTIONED home

THIS IS A COUNTRY

NOT THE FUCKING CATHOLIC CHURCH

although there isnt much difference if u think about it

i must go now

run on the mill

i'm skyping with Andrew

and hes just said that watching Alex is like

watching a baby get a dummy and get it taken away again and get it back then taken away repeatedly and STILL be suprised

lol

who said one cannot find humour over the internet ^^