Even the Sheep Are Beast...

And There It Is

another year

but this is different

this time

we're not coming back

oh the past few months have been

...

enlightening

oh how we wish things were different

but you cant change time

time wont change

the arrogant fuck

and time wont change

because people don't

you can only put up a front for so long

after which you will be exposed

so the training wheels come off

all of them

get back up on your feet idiot

now is not a time to fall

but

now that they have no wheels to keep them stable

the boundaries drop

and so the mask

'look who it is!'

'wait'

'no its not is it?'

no its not...

its not who you thought it was

you want it to be

but its not

they are perfect

perfect perfect perfect

in your head

perfect

the friends you truly do not deserve

so good to you

that even you can dissmiss their flaws

but what if they aren't as perfect as they seem?

oh we like to pretend

but they slip up

and the glass breaks

and u can see

behind the mask

sometimes the mask will break off gradually

and you begin to see the ugly truth behind it

and sometimes

the mask just falls off in one go

leaving you shocked at what you see

so shocked you cant react

and what do i do?

when i'm in an alleyway

with no possible escape

because i thought i was running away

from something

but it didnt matter

because i was running with you...

then you pull out the knife and i'm now running from you

how ironic

i guess something that takes SIX YEARS to learn

can be reversed

at the last second

and the sheep

will become the beast in the full moon

and the hunters in the eleventh hour

nature is a funny isn't it?

what is nature

nature is nature

but nature isnt

trees

and birds

and animals

and waterfalls

no

nature

is

lying

stealing

cheating

perverting

and back stabbing

this is nature

human nature

and it is imbued into human society

and has been for so long

i therefore cant blame you for being that way

and the fucked thing is

i saw

all of this coming

and there was nothing i could do

just a sitting home on the coast

watching as the tsunami came ever closer

and the people sent to protect him...

abandon him

so save their own hides

so sweet the sound of silence

i must admit

there are a FEW people i'd miss

people who are truly honest to their nature

there is one who i know is definitely going to be missed

she is a friend who i can trust

who i can talk to all the time

i've mentioned her in the blog before

but in the end of the year

shes leaving

for Japan

and Shannon

i must say your words of wisdom

calm wit

and beauty will definitely be missed

more then you'll ever know

and i wish you all the luck in the world

for your endeavours

you deserve only the best

well that concludes the high school chronicles

in a few weeks

is the HSC test

where the education big wigs

pitt student against student

to watch the suffering and make bets on who dies first

...

should be fun